i'm sure if i stay here long enough something will happen. someone will ask me for directions. the wind will pick up. the stars will fall out of the sky. if i keep my eyes open without waking up i'll see something. not a dream, a dream in a dream? a dream in a dream... i don't feel anything coming. am i more beautiful asleep? am i more seen at nighttime? the wind hasn't changed. that cloud is sleeping. something is going to happen. something when i wake up from waking up--the dream will show me myself, show me falling stars, ask me questions, push me in some direction.