11/22/2022

k2

hands roots, eyes sky, mind wide
a thousand miles an hour in naked neural halls
is threaded flesh as rainbow tumors undulating to 
eject and absorb itself recursively birthing more and more
white streams that refine and lash into stellar dust inside-behind my eyes
i'm lost then found by myselves: annunciation!
before awakening before living before killing is over-begun
behind crystalline veneers of far off too close turning glass wire
artifices of slights, heights of golden white cream to green of 
circles cycling the gyre in an ever reversing spiral
form the myriad plea from selves to self, to not forget:

the game is a trick
the rules are a lie
cease this war
we'll never die

11/08/2022

k1

injected, awaken

nonattachment visualized as
slithering neon burgundy walls of velvet
turning a mortal coil of pixelated emerald
that cradles, stretches, rotates
the body on a plane of lucid dream
peekaboo on both sides of the eggshell of reality,
a crocodile's unblinking eye
at the boundary of water and air
inward the self as yolk
outward the source
the expansive answer
the ease of existence
little dendritic deaths pulling life, anchoring cosmos
the secret made obvious

detached, release

10/25/2022

lept in boiling lake
all that glitters is - up for grabs
and drowning us
all that's true is - up for debate
and eluding us

midas on the tire swing
midas on the 'gram
styrofoam scepter - grasped by cancer
jump, pussy jump

the followed follows
reality cleaves
the splash is posed
like a question

asked faultily, unanswered rightly
how will we ever get out
the cost rises in plumes
untotalled, mingling with acid

10/10/2022

death and gifts lain out by hands that have never another shook

the drowning meets the drowned on the way home

---

outside the sphere of influence

and the diamond of violence

i gurgle, braindead.

a man in power authorizes

a windfall of fire

a man in power sleeps

in the manner i sleep

alike, both wide-eyed with

terror, in plush linen

9/22/2022

terms

the cost of life is pain

the pain of love is gain

the gain of loss gets lost,

included in the cost.

7/19/2022

Guilt Seeking

Memories were
Now they are

All the while
All lost 

Arc between
Pairs of

Cut up and
Thrown

Not caught
Still

Voyaging out
To

Lose
More

2/17/2022

In the corner
On the sill
Under the blanket
At my feet
It's not there
In my right pupil
In my left
In the mirror
Outside
In the night
In the crowd
In the rain
In the flower bed
By the entrance
To the park
By the horses
By the trash can
In the pile of leaves
Among the rocks
Among the ash
Beside your after image
Within the looping nightmare
Beyond the void
Within our hearts
Nowhere can we find it