Some ways out and closing, across the arc of horizon a bulging anvil of black thunderclouds erupt and seethe like night made corporeal or all-deleting miasma spewed from the void's cauldron and I stand in wait watching it crash closer, churning the vast wasteland into revolted particulate adding unto itself, feeding and enlarging as if for brood, faster and louder roaring an ancient proclamation of arriving at the end, stampeding all oblivious in its destruction, engorged in self-perpetuation, now nearly upon me, blindly ravishing the sole and still witness to its coming from some unspeakable unmeasured abyss to here, to heed, its empty heralding signifying nothing save Nothing, not even to me, its casualty, its dirt, its supplicant.
ROOT
wing, blade, glass, step
2/29/2024
1/21/2024
the possessed
your story on my bed is my story of you in my bed
and almost mine then, and soon
and almost mine then, and soon
the blurry border of memory billows
were you mine, was your mind mine
and your heart and my kiss what of those
was fictionless dream
and your heart and my kiss what of those
was fictionless dream
might be dreamless day after dreamless day
what a long night, wasted
help me lie
stay a statue
under the unreal waves
lost, let me wander
the undersea ruins of fantasy
lost, let me wander
the undersea ruins of fantasy
to marvel at all my worthless riches
---
Freezing
Snow dusted, moon eyed
my angel my angel
Death white longing frozen in your eyes
My every breath my every touch
Death white longing frozen in your eyes
My every breath my every touch
dissolves the icy filigree
Do you recoil from my kiss
or melt through my fingers
Who you are is what we have is what I want is disappearing
Frozen garden on my lips
Trying to hold you close while holding back the flame inside while holding you afar
Do you recoil from my kiss
or melt through my fingers
Who you are is what we have is what I want is disappearing
Frozen garden on my lips
Trying to hold you close while holding back the flame inside while holding you afar
hurts
hurts
Hurts
Show me you want my love
Love like evaporating snow
Show me you want my love
Love like evaporating snow
like evaporating
like evaporating
1/19/2024
focus sleep please
i remember i'm alive when i see you
and i get afraid of death
i wish you could stay here wrapped in my life
happy to be restrained
stillness in love but that's inhuman
we hurt to move
constant gain and constant loss until our final giving
past present future braided too tight
focus focus focus, can't let in
sleep sleep sleep, go away
please please please, come
11/23/2023
the real to the unreal
too hot, on the bed that night
shirts off, in the phantom light
of the city, in this hardened land
skin on skin, under the ceiling fan
shirts off, in the phantom light
of the city, in this hardened land
skin on skin, under the ceiling fan
one step forward on the beam of life
then one more, above the pale abyss
and onward, even, kiss for kiss
upon each eye to charm your sight
then one more, above the pale abyss
and onward, even, kiss for kiss
upon each eye to charm your sight
i pray, let me enter and cease to be,
take my essence into your life,
be yourself to give birth to me,
use my stillness to ease your strife
take my essence into your life,
be yourself to give birth to me,
use my stillness to ease your strife
the scene, you on the bed tonight
complete, in the phantom light
of the city, in this fleeting land,
ever holding an empty hand
complete, in the phantom light
of the city, in this fleeting land,
ever holding an empty hand
11/03/2023
k3
Dark home family childhood, My friends and family are my life and my acquaintances are my life, Internal infinite kingdom, Skeleton framework of location/existence comes to--Cellular reds respirating--life
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